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queen of nothing.what I've learned:

I still remember singing in my room when I was six, and having my mother come down the hall and slam the door so hard that the windows shook.

Her nails hurt when she scraped the tears off my face. "It doesn't matter what you want," she'd always tell me.

Like, when that drunk driver swerved and hit her car – I didn't want her to leave me, and it didn't matter.

Once on vacation I bought a pair of fuzzy leather heels for two hundred dollars, and when I wore them to dinner, I found out that

1. "Suede" is a fancy word for "fuzzy leather."

And 2. Good things don't last: That night my cousin told me that she thought 135
I've Got an Angel I've Got an Angel

I've got an angel
I see her every now and then
Just glimpses, but all the same
I know she likes to hide
But it isn't a carefree game

She hides behind fake smiles
Puts on a brave face
For the prying eyes to see

It takes everything she has
To leave the safety of her home
She knows the world for what it really is
She prefers to be on her own

She likes to look at the stars
And pretend to know her future
But she is kept inside by the fear
That comes with being undecided, unsure

She knows how to smile
And mask the emotions that she feels
No one would know that she is abnormal
Has a great many fears

I've kno
Dare To Dream"Dare To Dream"

Dare to dream of ships and kings
Of rings of gold and pleasant things
Of skies of blue for miles long
Of finding new ways to be strong

Dare to dream of fighting sharks
On a new life which you embark
By boat or plane or haunted train
Hurry now; it leaves today

Dare to dream of huge success
Of values and money to invest
And if to you now I may confess
I have dreamed of you to ease my stress

Dare to dream of happy times
Of worlds existing without crime
Of fountains of candy spewing drops
Of exotic tastes; it never stops

Dare to dream of great adventure
That you one day will find your treasure
Hidden beneath dep
White Boy"White Boy"

One thing I know for certain
Is that I'll never know what it's like
To exist in the United States Of America
In any form other than white

I'll never know how it feels
To be African, Spanish, or Asian
Because all I ever knew
Was how to be Caucasian

I'll never know the struggle
To be forced to maintain bravery
What it's like to be oppressed
What it's like to deal with slavery

Further if I may add
I never had to endure
The rights women and gays fought for
Before we found a cure

I'll never know the feeling
Of having rights taken away
Just because of my skin
Or just because I'm gay

Its this very recognition
That C
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The VoicesSpeak to me
Call me names
Tell me to do things
I don't want to do
But somehow
Someway
For some reason
I listen to them
And I hate it
I want to do what I want to do
How often do these voices speak to you?


A lot
Almost everyday
And how does that make you feel?


You did not just ask me that question
Ok...


I makes me feel like I'm not in control of my life
What do they say to you?
(Please be an easy case)
(Don't already be a criminal)


"Think about the consequences"
"Don't cut yourself"
"Don't eat that last cookie"
Oh?


Yes
It doesn't seem like you have a problem


But I do
It's these damn voices
But they're good voices


You're lying to me
Why are you lying to me?
I'm not I just think you don't need and medicine for your "problem"


You are supposed to help me
But you don't have a problem


Fine
Now I have another problem then
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CravingHis scent
His touch
His love
Dibs.Odd number of scones. Two people.
Wake Uprealize that you love me too
InfidelitySecret

She cheated

He doesn't know

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~Rammstein823 Nov 24, 2012  Student General Artist
THIS IS AMAZING!
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~NnyorNieorKnee Nov 24, 2012
X3 It's so beautiful~
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~TheDeviantSketcher Nov 24, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
how was this possible :0?
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Love this! :D
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